I am a Roman Catholic since I first took my 1st breath of Earth's air... My mother in her young age was a buddhist.. and as if God was calling for her.. she felt at ease in a church.. tat is how she started to be a RC... my dad was the same like me.. born RC.. and tat is how i am one..

I cannot say tat i'm a HOLY man... i dun actively involve myself in alot of youth activities like my other friends do... i dun really study the bible unless i have something to look up o i am trying to find some info on how i could get around the laws barring me from doing sinister acts.. u can say i am an old fashion RC... the one tat goes to church every weekends, and say his rosaries... other than tat.. hmm.. i guess not...

Anyhow... church was a play ground when i was below 12... i had a bunch of frens when it comes to mass time on saturday evenings... wat else can a bunch of kids do during church.. we PLAY!!! run around... tease the girl's group (i was a chubby kid.. dun u guys have any impression tat some1 in the girl's group has any crush for me).. jus plain wasting our time until our parents and brothers come out of chruch... If my frens were not around.. i always ask a pen from mum and start drawing craps on a piece of paper.. tat is how my time was spent in church..

but when age came to me.. a invisible consciousness  too dawn upon me... from the age of 12 and above.. i stop goin outside... i went to sunday school to get confirmed so tat i can receive the body of Christ.. as if some how my mind and soul has been programmed to act so when the age came.. i did not question this act.. but simply enjoy it...

I enjoy the singing the most in church... makes me calm and confident... and yes... undeniablely.. sometimes the priest explains things, i will be yawning.. but most of the time i reflect on myself in church... reflect on what i've been doing.. wat i've done... what i shud do etc etc.. and whenever mass ended.. i feel... feather light.. as if burdens where lifted and i was again ready to face the world for another week.. the church is really a nice place for me... a place tat takes away all my stress... a place when u seriously needed guidance.. will show it to u..

I know alot of free thinkers who say the dun believe in all this religious thing... they say y believe in something we werent sure is there ... might as well put all ur strength in believing urself.. well... i mus say it is very well said... but y dun we look at it tis way.. we can still put all our strength in believing ourselves, yet put Trust in Him..because God wun help those who only pray and do nothing about the current situation... we need to show our labour.. our hardship..but when we start to doubt ourselves.. having a religion to support u is actually quite good.. i'm not here to convert any1... jus a piece of advice.. hahah...

"Happy Are Those Who Believe, Yet Not See"   such strong words... which angle do u interpret this word from?? heheheh... cheers~